A few years from now

Dear me a few years from now, 

You're old enough to know what is right and wrong. And you do know the consequences of your actions, so be sure to think a lot of times before you do or say something. Life isn't about committing the same mistakes all over again, but is about us learning from what we've been through. That's mainly the reason why such things in our life occur, for us to be able to see the good in every situation.Things may be out of your control but i know you can fix and deal with it. You are strong, wise and independent. Believe in yourself that you can get things done without the help of others and that you can be the person you've always wanted to be. Some people may try to bring you down, but so what? Their opinion doesn't matter and besides this is your life, not theirs. They don't have the right to tell you what to do and how to go on with your daily struggles. Others might talk behind your back and create stories that aren't true, but they don't count nor matter since the important thing is you know that what you are doing is correct and is something that you want and need to do. There may be days that you feel like dying or just want to crumble and disappear, do not worry. Things will be better and you don't have to worry about being sad anymore. We don't always get what we want but what matters it that we get to have the things that we need since there's a thin line between wanting and needing something. To the people who left you, do not fear because people leave to make more room for better ones. To those who gave up on you, smile, somebody will actually fight for you and keep you. To the ones who made you vulnerable, make them hear your laughter and show to them how happy you are. And to those persons who doubted you, prove to them that you are worthy to have such a life worth living for. You cannot really please everyone so stop trying and just be you. If people cannot accept you for who you are then that's not your fault anymore, it's theirs. Treasure the people who didn't leave your side and who became a huge part of your life. Keep the people who loves and care for you and love them as much as they do to you. Look at life in a whole lot different perspective. Smile and let the whole world know how happy you are. Live life to the fullest and don't stop for anyone. Ever. 

How enchanting

Enchanted Kingdom's always on the list whenever we go to Manila. I'm never too old to go there. It's like the only place where in i could act like a normal kid all over again. Brings back so many memories when i was still small. I cannot wait to go back to Manila. Sooner, please. 

My cool ride

There was this time that me and my family went to this place somewhere near The Medical City Hospital to try out this go cart ride. It's nice and very relaxing. You get to forget about the things that's weighing you down and just think about how happy life should be. You should try it once.

El the Elephant

It's cute how my friends thought of buying this stuffed toy for me. I loved him the first time i laid my eyes on him. He's just too precious and too fluffy. Actually, there were a lot of things and drama that happened before i got him. And i thought i'd never have him to call "mine" but it's a good thing he is now. Thanks to Marielle Parcon, Dianne Barcelona, Anna Arenas, Mariella Draper and Ale Layawon.

Here's to Ah ah

It's always a "love-hate" relationship between me and her. There are times where in we get along so well and we tend to play together and tickle each other. But there are times that we seriously cannot be together or else we'll just fight and tend to pinch each other. She's way too cute for me and she loves Coke like i do. Oh and by the way, her real name is Amy. We just call her "Ah ah" for some reasons. 

Kill the litol puppy

My brother's friend gave him a little puppy around May and i first called him "Muggles" but then mum changed it to "Kill" since Kill is small and she wanted the people who gets to see him to be afraid of him. And around August, Kill was admitted to the hospital since he was very ill and couldn't walk. We were worried that he might die but it's a good thing he didn't. He stayed at the hospital for 10 days and we had to visit him everyday. Eventually, Kill got better and a lot healthier than before. Things wouldn't be the same without him. He is my playmate here at home and i missed him when he was away. 

Them siblings

Well, why wouldn't i be happy if i have my brother and my sister to help and support me with the things i'm doing? They're like the other half of me who understands and knows what i'm going through. I know that whatever happens, they'd always be by my side and wouldn't judge me. We may have this little misunderstandings and fights but we got through it and we will get through anything as long as we're together and helping each other out. Words can't explain how much they mean to me.

Daddy's Girl

Ever since i was small, i always had this title or mark as "daddy's little girl." I don't know why but maybe because me and my dad really looked the same. One thing i admire about him is how strong and independent he can be when it comes to raising us, his family, since my mum's not working anymore. So we all depend on him. Everyday, i can see my Dad all stressed out from work and it saddens me that the only thing i can give him is just a hug and a kiss on the cheek just for him to cheer up a bit. I am proud and lucky to have him as my father. He raised us well and who am i to judge him? He may be too strict, very strict, with me but i know and i understand why he's like this. My Dad cares too much and i love that about him. And besides, i'm pretty sure that no one can ever replace my title as his little girl since i am always and forever will be his little one. 

See the resemblance. 

Went to Africa

We had this project where in we had to "transform" our classroom and make it look like Africa. So, this was how it looked like when we were finishing things up. These kinds of projects are exciting since we get to stay at school a bit longer than usual and would really show how united my section is. Looking forward to another project like this i hope.

Blackberry quality is awful. 

Berry that is black

Blackberry used to be the most "handy" and popular phone since it has this feature called Blackberry Messenger where you can chat with your friends for free and send each other pictures, voicenotes, videos and music. But the iPhone seemed to have dominated the world these days and there are actually a lot of things that would make you hate Blackberry phones and transfer to iPhone instead. One of these is its battery life. Your battery gets to be drained a lot faster than the normal phones. It then keeps on hanging, you know, when you're on an application and it just suddenly stops loading and you'll have to reboot your phone again. And another one is that it has limited applications unlike the iPhone where in you get to download cool applications and everything. Too many bb (blackberry) problems, i can't. 

Dying, seriously dying

Birthday Girl

June 29. My birthday! Or should I call "me-being-a-princess-just-for-a-day" day :D  I'm always excited every time my birthday is near. I mean, who wouldn't be excited with their birthdays? Anyways, I am happy because I get to spend my day together with my friends because obviously, everyone celebrates their birthdays together with their family. But spending your very special day with your friends is a whole lot different. Weeeee *happy dance*

The collage my friends made for me :D

Another collage :D

The window pane

Whenever we ride the airplane going to somewhere, I always ask if I could sit next to the window pane. I get to see the wings of the plane, the clouds so puffy and so white, the tall buildings, just the view. It's so beautiful up there. Hihihi

Cotton candy clouds

First Day of Junior Year

First day of school is always exciting and sad at the same time. Exciting because we get to see our friends after how many weeks of not seeing each other and we get to know which section we belong to. Sad because of the fact that summer's over. No more staying up late doing nothing but to wake up early and face reality and books and books and books. 

Officially a junior

Oh my hair :(

Ever since I was young, my mum wants my hair short. She'd bring me to the parlour and have my hair cut above my shoulder. So, I thought to myself that maybe I should grow my hair a little bit longer. Last year, my hair was super long and it was until my back but when summer came, I had to cut it. I told the "guy" who was doing my hair not to cut it so short, then boom, my hair was until my shoulder again. It saddens me that after all the waiting and the effort of not cutting my it so short, it just went to waste. I am
d e p r e s s e d. But it's okay. I'll just wait and grow out my hair all over again. Hohoho :(

From this long

To this short. Kill me

New Year 2013

New Year.. New life, new attitude, new me, new everything. We used to celebrate New Year together with the other Yaps but something happened that we have to spend New Year here at home with only me, my dad, mom, sister, brother and my yaya. It was fine but without the others, it's just so different. Something's lacking. Sigh :(

We're all wearing red :D 

Christmas with the Yaps (2012)

Christmas wouldn't be complete without your family, right? For me, gifts don't really matter. All I want is for me and my family to be together and you know, just talk, eat and do anything. Not to brag, but I'm the type of girl who chooses family first above any other people :)

The Mob (y)

The Mob was our concert during last year's Family Day. I have to admit that The Mob was the best concert I've ever been to (since I don't go to parties with my friends). Everybody was dancing and singing from the top of their lungs. All the year levels had the chance to go up the stage and dance in front. I mean, best concert... So far :D

Sophie Year's Play :D

Last school year's play, I played a major role in Filipino, named as Aki Hirose. It was a big step and adjustment for me because it was my first time to be in a major role and I was afraid that maybe during our presentation, I'd forget my lines and our play would turn into a disaster. But good thing our play was a success and all our hard work and efforts paid off. I was very proud of my section and of course, myself. Who would've known I'd receive the "Best Actress" award? *happy dance*

Labandera Girls :D

We were bored while waiting for our next class which was Social Studies, so me, Anna Arenas, Mariella Draper and Monica Arenas entertained ourselves by wearing those things (picture below) then we danced and laughed all through out until Miss Jison arrived. I know, the things that we do when we're bored are both weird and crazy at the same time -____-

What people do when they're bored. Amen.

SOPHOMORE YEAR

Who wouldn't miss Sophomore Year, the "chillest" year for everyone? No one seems to care about books, notes, quizzes and assignments. Everybody just wanted to have fun, make new friends, experiences and memories together. 

To be honest, I really wanna go back and redo the things we did back then. All the laughter, smiles and all the tears that me and my friends shared are too memorable for me. I sorta have this "hangover" thing, sorry. But it's okay. life goes on and I'm sure as hell will make this school year better. 

Why i miss my sophie years :(